9 Months..

Zaiden,

This morning I was woke up by a kiss and then a little nudge, followed by a few baba,dada babble  babbles. It made my heart smile when I opened my eyes and saw my little blue eyed boy smiling at me. I love being woke up by you every morning. Although sometimes you skip the kiss and start with a smack, or a hair pull or babbles,it doesn't matter though, I love starting my day like that. Today I looked at you, and was amazed at how much you have grown! I know I say that in like every post but the time is flying by and you are just growing, and learning so much soo fast! Mommy had the past two days off, so I lost track of the date, when I looked at my phone and saw it was the 24th I nearly cried. Okay I really didn't cry but it is bittersweet. This month has been yet another amazing month being a mommy to you.

So this month, you have become a picky eater. I have maybe used 4 cans of baby food.You see we started giving you small bites of our food, and now that's what you want; and we are fine with that. You love just about everything, and if you don't like it you just spit it out. You have only slept through the night once this month. But you are getting better, you wake up for a little sip of milk and then your pacifier and you wiggle around then back to sleep you go. You are such a little cuddle bug, and I love snuggling with you. Sometimes after naps you don't wake up too happy, but it only takes a quick second and you are all smiles.

(You just woke up, look at that bed hair!)

You are such a sweetie, this month you have been all about kisses. You give Mommy and Daddy kisses all the time. We love your little slobbery kisses.Sometimes you give Mimi, Nana, Papaw or Uncle Jake kisses too!You are crawling, very very well now, and very fast. You are super strong, you pull yourself up on pretty much anything you can reach. I know before too long you will be taking steps without Mommy and Daddy holding your hands and "practicing" with you. Sometimes you aren't so sure about "practicing" and you just sit down and take off crawling. We don't mind though, you don't have to be in any rush to walk. You haven't really picked up any new words this month, but you have picked up noises. One noise you make is this kind of car noise or four wheeler noise. It has been so pretty out so, Daddy has gotten to take you a few rides on the four wheelers and the commander, you absolutely love it. You even make the car noise when you are playing with cars and trucks in the floor. It's pretty cute.

 (You wanted to take a ride)

You got a dog this month, his name is Jake too. At first you weren't to sure about him, but you have taken up with him and play with him a lot. If he licks your feet or hands you just giggle. Daddy can make you giggle at just about anything he does. Being outside and bath time are your favorite. Anytime we walk past a door, you always reach for the door knob.Yesterday I noticed, after your bath, that your hair is getting a little wave in the back. I think you may be getting curls soon. You will look so cute with little locks. You hate getting dressed and having your diaper changed. You throw a mini fit when it is time to get dressed or time for a new diaper. You squirm and twist and try to crawl away every time.

 (This is a big bath tub at Papaw's house, it doesn't work yet, but I bet you are going to love it when it does)

You are such a busy little boy. When I am rocking you to sleep you play with my hair, or my shirt collar. You are always on the move from the time you wake up, and sometimes even in your sleep. If you hear music, sometimes you rock and move a little, it looks like you are trying to dance. Mommy likes to dance, so maybe you will too! You are a big flirt. You've got a smile that could melt anyone's heart. Look out ladies!

Weight: 24 1/2 pounds

Diaper Size: 5

Clothing Size: 12 Months, 18 Months and some 24 months

Shoe Size: 4 ( you hate shoes)

(You pulled your self up and was looking out the window. I'm sure you wanted to go outside)

This has been an amazing month, and I love you more and more every second of the day. You make my world complete, and I am so blessed to be your Mommy. Your smile brightens my whole day. Everything you do amazes me. I can't wait to see what this month has in store for us. I love you so much baby boy!

Love

Mommy.

Wordless Wednesday

And we have a pet....

HEDGEHOG!

Okay so I lied, but you may remember my posts about my obsession with wanting a hedgehog as a pet. If you forgot about it you can see my first post here. I really didn't want a pet until Zaiden was older and asked for one. Then he could help pick it out. And if we got a pet before that I want a hedgehog Australian Shepherd. But I come home from work to a new pet.

First, I want to say I am not a big fan of dogs, cats, etc. etc. Especially bigger dogs. But we got a black lab. He was gave to us. His name is Jake. Yes, Jake like Justin's little brothers name. No, we did not name him. At first I was a little ify of this guy. I mean he is pretty big. I didn't know how Zaiden would react. At first he was a little freaked out by him. Probably because he's only been around smaller dogs. He adjusted well, and Jake, the dog, is really fond of Zaiden. He's really gentle and protective. The other day Zaiden had a mini freak out. Like I can't have that cord that I want so bad so I am going to throw a fit freak out. I picked Zaiden up and was trying to calm him, when Jake comes over and licks his little feet. Zaiden went from terrible crying to laughing. Jake watched every move I made with Zaiden. When Zaiden is playing on the floor Jake lays close to him and wags his tail. If Zaiden starts to cry or he yells to loud, Jake will come over to him, like he is checking on him. They are being the best of pals. It's pretty sweet.

And there you have best buds Zaiden and Jake. How do you guys like that little cheesy grin?

Frdiay Letters...

Dear Week:

 It's been real, but next time you don't have to go by so slow.

Dear Weekend: 

 You may stick around for a while. 

Dear Self:   

You are entitled to a drink without feeling guilty after this week.

Dear Mommy: 

 Happy Birthday! Hope it is a great one!

Dear Zaiden:

   My little  chubby boy, I love you so much. You can stay little as long as you want, just saying. Oh, and cords are not toys, plugs aren't either. You have the most adorable smile; thats what keeps you out of trouble. (I kid, I kid. You are too little to be in trouble.)

Dear Justin:

  Please take me to eat Chinese food tonight.Thank you. Please leave the play station off too!I love you.

Dear Lowe's Customers:

 Please come all day long, so the day will fly by. But be sure to be nice.Thanks.

Dear Mary from Work:

You will  be in my thoughts as you go through this difficult time, please call me if you need anything; anything at all.

Dear Sisters& Nieces: 

We miss you, you can come visit you know, or call or text, or something. =]

Dear Nieces: 

 I know it is difficult for you to text or call, but cry until Mommy does it. =]

Dear Sunshine:

  Please stick around for a while. 

Dear House:

  Please stay clean, I hate cleaning.

Dear Bank Account:

  I'll try to take it easy on you this week. You must really hate being my bank account.

Dear Bloggers: 

 Have an awesome day! Enjoy the sunshine, that is if it's shining in your part of the world.

It's Okay Thursday..

Today I'm linking up wit Neely for It's Okay Thursday. 

It's Okay...

-I haven't posted in 4 days.

-I wore my hair curly for a week, only because I didn't feel like straightening it.

-That it only takes 5 minutes to straighten.

-That I want to stay home with Zaiden

-That I sometimes have to talk my self out of calling into work.

-That Zaiden is crawling very well now, and gets into everything.

-That I ate McDonald's two days this week.

-That my socks didn''t match today.

-That I have way to much laundry to do.

-That I had time to do laundry yesterday, but I found better other things to do.

-That my car needs a bath.

AND

- It has needed a bath for a week, but I forget don't feel like cleaning it yet.

Most importantly It's Okay

 ...That I love my boys more than anything in this whole world!

What's Okay with you today?

Mother's Day..

...to all fellow mommies!

To My Mommy:
I appreciate you; all your dedication, time, motivation, and most of all your love that you have for me. 

I love you so much!

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The first time I held Zaiden. An hour after my C-section.
 
So today was my first mother's day. I'm feeling very blessed and I have a "GO ME" attitude going on! I am a MOM! A mommy to a little guy that will one day be calling me mommy; you know when he is able to speak and all. It's almost surreal. When I was younger I never really wanted to kids. I kid you not. I mean I loved my nieces, and my friends babies, but I never imagined that I would be a mommy. When I found out I was pregnant I questioned my self daily. I didn't think I was capable of being a good mother. The moment I set eyes on my precious little boy, my whole reason for living changed. Here it is 8 1/2 months later. I couldn't imagine life without Zaiden. These months have been pretty amazing. Filled with incredible milestones, teary-eyed challenges, heart melting moments, and anxiety inducing self doubt. With each new day I learn something new about Zaiden, as I watch him grow and develop. While at the same time I learn new things about me. Becoming a mommy changes everything, but I am not complaining, I love every second of it. Honestly, I think it has made me a better person.

Dear Zaiden:

 I love you more than I can explain. You are my entire world and then some. I am so grateful to be your mommy!

Co-Sleeping..

I am not one to push my opinion, ideas, or beliefs on anyone. Some say it's not the best idea for the baby to co-sleep, and that later I will regret it; but to be honest I find it to be an amazing bonding experience and wouldn't have it any other way. When Zaiden first came home from the hospital, he slept in a bassinet next to our bed. For the first week or two Justin and I tried to take turns getting up with Zaiden at night; feeding, rocking, singing; whatever it took to get him back to sleep. You know, when he had his nights and days really mixed up. Then Justin started working away, and it was just me during the week. I read a lot of scare tactics, that influenced my decision to avoid co-sleeping, but with those scare tactics I read few pro- co-sleeping.

I talked it over with Justin, and we decided that we'd give it a try.So, Zaiden slept in his bassinet for about the first month. Then he snuggled in with Mommy and Daddy. I love that time we share together. Zaiden is such a little snuggle bunny, and after an exhausting day, I look forward to the snuggle time we get to share with him. Plus, who wouldn't enjoy starting their day with a smiling blue-eyed boy waking you up? When Zaiden naps I try to put him in his crib, or pack and play because, I eventually plan on having him sleep on his own in his own bed. People say that the longer I wait, the harder it will be. Ultimately I want what is best for Zaiden, and right now this is what I feel is best. So, I want to know do you share a bed with your little one? If so, for how long?